Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Determined

I gave in. I am disappointed in myself. It just sounded so good. I'm sitting here with a tall glass of milk and a piece of chocolate cake.

I've got to get rid of all the sweets in this house. I should only be eating healthy stuff after the tons of sweets I've been eating this holiday season. It is really the only thing that sounds good to me. Darn that syncare nurse who told me it was okay to walk into a room and demand a large pizza...Darn her! Today I'm going to put everything into the freezer and hopefully forget about it. I know, I know...some of you are probably thinking "you're pregnant. don't worry about it." Well let me tell you, just because your pregnant doesn't give you the excuse to eat chocolate all day long and not take good care of yourself. I've got to start taking better care of myself these next weeks. I'm determined! I also only have 5 more pounds until I've above the recommended weight gain, so that is motivation in its self.

Today I'm going to clean this house. I'm hopefully going to do laundry (hopefully). I'm going to start taking Christmas decor down. I'm determined.

It is New Years Eve. Is it bad that I'll I want to do is stay home and do absolutely nothing but curl up with my husband and watch a movie? hmmm....

I feel so incredibly impatient...I could barely sleep last night because of it. I'm trying very hard to be patient and let everything roll off my shoulders. It is so hard. I'm determined.

1 comment:

Jeni Allen said...

Kelly, it's all SO normal! hats off to you for trying to eat healthy! I'm so proud of you! You look so cute pregnant. I've been loving all the pictures. Craig and I STILL love to curl up on the sofa and watch a movie after the kids have gone to bed. It's the best time of the day, or maybe afterwards is, but they're both pretty great!