I Have a Feeling

I woke up this morning with a feeling that maybe today was the day that I would have this baby boy. It all started yesterday at my doctor’s appointment when the doc said that easily could go anytime this week but there was a possibility that she’d see me one more time next week. That was exciting news.

Last night at 3:00 am (I always wake up at 3:00 am for some reason), I got up to go to the bathroom. I turned to flush the toilet and looked down and saw something. But between having no glasses or contacts in and being half asleep, I didn’t catch it in time to see exactly what it was before it disappeared. I think it may have been my mucus plug. I didn’t think much more of it because 1) I don’t know for sure if it was that and 2) that doesn’t mean I’m going to have this baby today but within the near future.

I’m a little more crampy then usual and still am having contractions. I have this overwhelming feeling that I need to get things done around here, just in case. I would go walk the mall but I have no car right now and it is snowing quite a bit. Just watch...I’ll have this baby today and it will be right in the middle of the first snow storm of the year. OR...I won’t have this baby today and I’ll have to wait another two weeks. What a bummer that would be.

Waiting is hard. Not knowing what to expect is hard. Having feelings is hard (especially when they are wrong). I’m probably just jumpin’ the gun. I’m okay if the baby doesn’t come but it would be nice to have him here with us early. I guess we’ll see what is to come over the next hours.